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Spirit has an embassy in my brain I welcome him everywhere if he has loving intent. If he is a part of me, does he need permission? Keys to the city? A press pass? No, he may come at will, but not AT Will. He is me. Get it? That's how long you've been feeling separated from him. left to sink or swim. While he...that part...of me...went...where? Are you back? Are you so merged with my own consciousness that you don't seem separate? I me he you . .. ... How to? Who? If I'm going to spend all this time incorporating and being this other half of myself... This feeling, sensing, slow moving reptilian side, this willness, I must somehow learn who my spirit is and how he gets here and who he is. Does she draw him close, pull him in and then he's just here, in me? Do I think my own thoughts or does spirit think for me? Yet I am he and he is me And we are we and She pulls us all together As together we let her lead Us to life. She who is also we Who is also me, also I. I AM She As I AM He As I AM Me, And I AM We. I remember now that when I receive bodywork My Body lets in more awareness & information This feels important I need information. I want information from UsIs, Who can see more clearly than I do. God, Loving Light, Bonded with Healed Will... Why am I so afraid of contacting you in my mind? Especially with 'windowing' happening in my field Windows opening to the wide Mother of the Universe Bonded with Father And sometimes not. Please help me Release blame from me Blame is not me Yet I feel it I express it But I and my expression are one My expression part of the WE. So does that make blame me? Who "rides" my words, and is that possible? Is it denial... or can I be a tunnel also For that which is not me? One of the biggest gaps Is that between Inner and outer There there's this other massive gap... 'tween I/Me and you/s/he Is it gap or illusion? What IS illusion? "Illusion is that part of self which seems to be outside. Away Apart Fake Unreal It is not real And yet, at another level It is. Ahhhh! Seems like everything I say goes unfinished Jump cut to the next point of view Like those Uranian flashy/sharp shifts Questions on top of answers on top of questions On top of musings What IS "finished?" An arbitrary end point All Books And Movies Could Continue Indefinitely That is a part of infinite reality Immortality of mutability Centrality Of My Main Concern... How to live. How to stay living How to actually live And not be sleepwalking In illusion The word illusion scares me. Mary highlights another, at least perceived gap Between the real And the unreal Or...the manifest & the latent Is illusion just "latent" reality I'll ask again... What IS real? Everything that I participate with as real Is real. Perceiver makes real Virgo Virgo I just heard the words "Virgo, the master of reality" One last gap to mention... That between the dream world And the waking We think we know the difference. I could mix in these words to a book. These musings I could. copyright 1997-2002 Panjoyah |