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We need to let our feelings fly in the air if not the sky We need no teaching by the preaching ones who rape the girls and beat the sons Also the other way around Why are we standing for these Standing orders we were Made to stand on Why must we try so very hard to see how wrong we are to come on what we land on? This is the end of the beginning Does it matter now who's winning? And the rules of the game can never be the same as the last time you played We've got it made in the shade Some people want to ascend by leaving their bodies or leaving Earth - not me I don't need no more being born I've done that a million times or more, goddam When do I get to live When does it get to be my turn What have I got still left to learn I'm so damn tired of seeing it all burn when I have worked so hard to turn it all around for a change Yes I'm ready for a change 4 billion years is a long time to work and create and keep striving to find a way that life can stay tnd live each day in eternity's way It's a time to be praying [o but watch what you say and take care what you pray for] Make it something to stay for Not a better place to be than here; you've got Paradise my dear I did my best work And I am not known to shirk O yes I took a long time but there were many factors many points to ponder, to consider many fates to account for, many rates of exchange and many plots to arrange I am the God you've prayed for although not the one you've prayed to I am Mother and Father all in one and that one is the son or the daughter depending on your point of view We are both two and one Mother and daughter Father and son sister and brother lover and lover The self and the other All from different points of view I am a fragment of the Original Heart of PreCreation And as a fragment is all That remains, I am all there is and I am made of all of us I am you A woman is the keeper of cycles In a relationship as the moon is the keeper of cycles for the Earth and earth is keeper of cycles for everybody, with Moon Whose light is brighter than you think And whose dark is a glowing Orb from the dark part of the spectrum glowing indigo bright shining bright in the eyes for those not blinded by lies nor those encumbered by prizes they had won long ago They're too heavy now to go back to the land of many dances stories riddles song and chances for different ways to die without killing body to try it and not selling soul to try it /"\...~~[::]^^^<>/|\<>^^^[::]~~.../"\ My needs are small I'm willing to teach you all and I must ask for some money Some milk or some honey For' tis true I want to live Want to have something to give beside my light and my truth Live indoors if I want to You know winter's drawing near I"ll make no bones that I fear it I will give you what you ask for which I'll know better than you I have the eyes which see through all your armour and disguises I don't blame you for trying for what else can you do? After what he's done to you you have the right to be screwed up My pain is all for you, for every horror I see has never happened so to me I am the eyes and I see and seeing, cannot help but feel For through the eyes of indigo I feel with all my heart and soul and flesh and blood and skin and bone O lord my capacity for empathy is heartbreaking and my heart has broken into a million pieces and my soul in the earth is awaiting birth O are you willing to be taught how to teach these children you have bought with all the courage you have sought and with the currency you traded? Guilt has been the way until this very happy day not so very far away yet not so soon as you would wish What's one more morsel to a fish who swims the depths of your seas O but beware of the trees They are the children of my body Not like you, stepchild of God Sometimes I rue the day you trod my flesh, the first time you addressed me I will speak of the gap I hope you shudder to hear It is a place you should rage at Yes a place you should fear Not all shoulds are guilt you know For there are places not to go if You really want to live Magic is real but it doesn't look or feel like what you remember or what you dream of or even what you desire Magic is a thing of its own An eternal fire that feeds on Gratitude and love and the bonds of connection that exist with the One Like molecules in a body and planets to the sun and you to everyone you know and everyone you see And most truly everyone you be. I don't know what phony is I am always being somebody real in my less than linear way I am bilateral, binomial Binary, brilliantly biological I am Earth, like a body, with 2 hemispheres, 2 ventricles, 2 eyes, 2 ears, 2 nostrils 2 arms/hands, 2 legs/feet, 2 circulation systems, 2 of everything down to the DNA level. I am binary but I need to be hex-ary: I have six polarities and more to come as I evolve I am multidimensional and growing And you are all parts of me that I have been fighting hard to bring to consciousness for I need you to awaken and recall the vows you've taken You remember me from long ago But I have changed a lot Since then I've bittered and I've weakened And I've lost weight like mad Don't know how much longer I have so please try to understand the hard undertone to my voices and the urgency of my choices I must find a way to reach you To caress you and to teach you To clean you up and feed you all you need to thrive O welcome, dear child, alive
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