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Mother to Daughter
By louise on Saturday, October 7, 2000

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in the first creation
when there was only one purple chakra
you were the mother, there
and I was outside, the womb
I captured the light
but I was in darkness
and no one knew what was supposed to happen next

drawn into this near-perfect world
I entered manifestation
drew more light
Our orgasm woke that which wanted death
God saw me falling
and knew sight
indigo was born
and saw the gap
and no one knew what was supposed to happen next

how much of myself was still
outside of the light when he called me
(and I heard his voice for the first time)
into the third manifestation?
how could you not miss the rest of you?
how could you not feel the rending?
you were the mother there
and I was outside, the womb
and now I knew what I was missing
and no one knew what was supposed to happen next

in the fourth Heart would have come forth
but the orgasm birthed something new
light too tight and bright
and the fabric of reality was shattered
you would have been daughter, there
and I would have been inside, the womb
and no one knew what was supposed to happen next

all was dark for so long
and little was remembered
with the fifth dimension of creation
we manifested all manner of beings
we saw ourselves as if for the first time
we made history
until your Father's rage
threw me back out of manifestation
and you became the mother, there
and no one knew what was going to happen next

in the sixth creation
you came to Earth
I came to Earth
out of hell
everyone had children
but
there was no mother, there
and no one knew what was going to happen next

and so here we are
in the seventh creation
and you are now human
you were mother in Pan
and you are daughter now
because I am still outside of the light
and no one knows what will happen next

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